was it something i said? was it something i did? was it that time i spoke up? (heaven forbid) was it politics? was it awkwardness? or my restlessness… i know socially and vocally woefully i cannot see why you don’t like me what did i say? i just dk
sometimes i’m alone
sometimes i’m alone sometimes i’m not sometimes i’m alone hello? sometimes i’m alone sometimes i’m not sometimes i’m alone hello? sometimes i’m alone sometimes i’m not sometimes i’m alone hello? sometimes i’m alone sometimes i’m not sometimes i’m alone hello? song by: the kiffness
Totally
I get it. Totally. You’ve never crossed that boundary. You’ve never gotten personal. You’re always professional. Totally get it. Except when you did. Except when you weren’t. Except when you friended me on social media. Except when you shared photos of your pets. Except when it did get personal. And you talked. About your family….
Sleep Deprivation
It’s no secret that one mind control method is sleep deprivation, but cults don’t say they are depriving you of sleep. Remember–they are sneaky. My super special cult induced sleep deprivation a variety of ways. Get a Second Job Our cult suggesting getting a second job to pay for their marketing materials and products. I…
Freshly 18
I was lured into a cult at the age of 18 that masqueraded as an MLM business. Which, let’s be real, MLM’s are cults themselves. Pyramid schemes cloaked in >business opportunity< suits and skirts. So professional. So Young. So Dumb. I was freshly 18. I had big plans of becoming an architect. Or interior designer….
Oh Brother
Long message alert. I’ve been thinking about when you screamed at me. The veins on your neck sticking out, rage in your bulging eyes. Mom said you held a hand up to hit me–I’m not sure I remember that, but I was scared. It was scary. But. I’ve also done that yell to my significant…
The Purpose of this Email
The purpose of this email is to explain some of my thoughts and reasonings behind recent decisions that may have affected people in Prairie Public Schools. Grateful I am grateful for my time in the district. The last four years have been a whirlwind of ups and downs–pandemics, becoming a mom, a huge grade shift,…
Hi Fam
Hi Fam. Read when you have time. I want to make sure you all know that I love you very much. These past few months have been hard. For everyone. I’ve been doing my best to balance being there for others and maintaining my (and my family’s) sanity. I don’t think I’ve done great with…
So Twisted
Switched off my other phone for the night. [I couldn’t handle anymore.] This has been a tough year. I got bullied out of a job and had to figure out what to do next. Dad has brain cancer which caused a ton of turmoil and is still like a ticking time bomb. His twin died and…
The Pit
The pit of my stomach Drops and it drops Every time I think about you. The way you lied The way you faked The way you fooled us all. My heart you did brake In pieces on the floor. Help me assemble What you’ve shattered. You’re the mother. You said I’m on my own I’m…
