your humor stands out as i look back a silly story good for a laugh of cat poo and potions and cynical notions and bashing and crashing and tales of rebellion cornerstone to the holidays in a folding chair part of my life just over there as i grew older not wiser life showed me…
grief
let me go
this is an edit of a previous poem. i splash the rainbow on every surface i doodle, i prose snap the prettiest pictures look how happy look how fun shining bright a midday sun but scratch the surface peel back the layers tears will spill my scars open to the cold and the chill and…
don’t let me go
an updated version of this post can be found here. i splash the rainbow on every surface i doodle i prose snap the prettiest pictures look how happy look how fun shining bright a midday sun but scratch the surface and tears will spill scars open to the cold and the chill washing away the…
it’s not that deep
it’s not that deep but don’t be shallow she’s such a mess so fucking callow but so am i and so are you and why can’t i just say a few things about myself reveal my true nature i’m naked over here how much will i wager that no one in this lonely broken world…
So Twisted
Switched off my other phone for the night. [I couldn’t handle anymore.] This has been a tough year. I got bullied out of a job and had to figure out what to do next. Dad has brain cancer which caused a ton of turmoil and is still like a ticking time bomb. His twin died and…
The Pit
The pit of my stomach Drops and it drops Every time I think about you. The way you lied The way you faked The way you fooled us all. My heart you did break In pieces on the floor. Help me assemble What you’ve shattered. You’re the mother. You said I’m on my own I’m…
Answer the Phone
You have this device, glued to your hand. Except for right now. What is your plan? To leave me here all alone To fend for myself Just pick up the phone. Whatever you’re doing it can’t be so huge to ignore my call when my heart is so blue. I thought you had my back….
Your Mental Health is Worth It
This past semester in the teaching program was rough. Like really rough. I mean this past year has been crazy with wedding planning, but it finally got to a point where I needed to get real with myself and figure out how to not feel like a nervous wreck constantly. I needed to focus…
