oh hi there you are my lovely match my north star lead me to your room cut me a lime bite me a lemon your taste sour and sweet your hands my heat i wrap myself as close as close can get i want so much too much i still myself conceal myself i grin…
relationships
the holes in your sweater
your humor stands out as i look back a silly story good for a laugh of cat poo and potions and cynical notions and bashing and crashing and tales of rebellion cornerstone to the holidays in a folding chair part of my life just over there as i grew older not wiser life showed me…
hi you’re hot
large blue eyes pouting lips a reckless chance an imagined kiss banter and blushes and intrigue and heart falling too deeply a faltered start imagination wild soft curves galore nervous chatter glimpse of the soul easy laughter a crooked smile exclamations and explanations invitations and revelations longing and anticipation meanwhile unmask the awkward the silly…
the fool
you bomb me with flattery and intrigue and humor and you pretend you lie you exaggerate you fool i jumped towards your arms you step far back i fall you ignore i feel you abhor why the change why the twist why the mean i feel unseen completely backwards give me whiplash can’t heal can’t…
we are all mad here
your vibe is calm your touch is soothing your voice is tingles your quips amusing but is it real? is it true? is this a mask is this you? your occupation my fascination this situation my damnation this flirtation my mental narration pulls me deeper and weaker i just want to see her but alas…
i see you
i see you and you don’t like it i see you and you can’t fight it i see you and i’m right you see me as a version of you you see me and my flaws as yours i’m raw unfiltered anxious and bruised taking off this mask this learned defense i’m reborn and confused…
it’s not that deep
it’s not that deep but don’t be shallow she’s such a mess so fucking callow but so am i and so are you and why can’t i just say a few things about myself reveal my true nature i’m naked over here how much will i wager that no one in this lonely broken world…
go find less
You sit on your throne of assumptions and notions you know that you know better than me. But why? Why do you think as an outsider as a bystander as a sideliner that you know anything at all? is it your gender? is it mine? is that why you so easily criticize and villainize and…
another message
giddy with excitement to find your next message my stomach a flutter my heart like butter. every haha every heart every word i sink deeper. eagerly i set another date that’s not really a date because it cannot be a date. we chat we cackle we ask we reveal. we in this room the only…
Was it Something I Said?
was it something i said? was it something i did? was it that time i spoke up? (heaven forbid) was it politics? was it awkwardness? or my restlessness… i know socially and vocally woefully i cannot see why you don’t like me what did i say? i just dk
