was it something i said? was it something i did? was it that time i spoke up? (heaven forbid) was it politics? was it awkwardness? or my restlessness… i know socially and vocally woefully i cannot see why you don’t like me what did i say? i just dk
relationships
Totally
I get it. Totally. You’ve never crossed that boundary. You’ve never gotten personal. You’re always professional. Totally get it. Except when you did. Except when you weren’t. Except when you friended me on social media. Except when you shared photos of your pets. Except when it did get personal. And you talked. About your family….
Hi Fam
Hi Fam. Read when you have time. I want to make sure you all know that I love you very much. These past few months have been hard. For everyone. I’ve been doing my best to balance being there for others and maintaining my (and my family’s) sanity. I don’t think I’ve done great with…
So Twisted
Switched off my other phone for the night. [I couldn’t handle anymore.] This has been a tough year. I got bullied out of a job and had to figure out what to do next. Dad has brain cancer which caused a ton of turmoil and is still like a ticking time bomb. His twin died and…
The Pit
The pit of my stomach Drops and it drops Every time I think about you. The way you lied The way you faked The way you fooled us all. My heart you did brake In pieces on the floor. Help me assemble What you’ve shattered. You’re the mother. You said I’m on my own I’m…
Answer the Phone
You have this device, glued in your hand. Except for right now. What is your plan? To leave me here all alone To fend for myself Just pick up the phone. Whatever you’re doing it can’t be so huge to ignore my call when my heart is so blue. I thought you had my back….
I want to be loved
I want to be loved, but I want to be heard. I want to know why You don’t like me anymore. Why can’t we be friends With differing views? Why can’t we be okay If we win or we lose? Losing friends hurts my heart, But what will I do If I can’t speak my…
